A poem/rap about love and pain

See you hurt me once before and I know you’ll hurt me again,

But inside my mind,

I’m all cut up and I keep trying,

To block you out,

Imagine you sat at home cryin,

But I’d be lyin -  to myself,

If I believed you still wanted me,

Well fuck you I believe want I want to believe,

Coz you aint sat right here front of me,

You broke my heart strip me to the very bone,

Now you pushed me away from the place that I called home,

Bitch fuck you, I do what I want to do,

Loves a bitch it just takes a shit right on top of you,

Well I hope it comes rainin down,

Na I aint a dick, Im just sayin that coz I still love you,

I hate you,

You broke my heart,

I’m so confused,

Babe I just can’t face you,

You make me mad,

You make me sad,

Make me cry,

When I see you’ve moved on,

Sleeping with that other guy,

Regret that I did whatever I did to hurt you,

I’m sorry that I shut you out,

Flipped out and deserted you,

But I didn’t deserve this,

What we had was perfect,

Now I close the curtain,

Knowing that it’ll never open.

Knowing that one-day I’ll wake up,

And I won’t be hurtin,